Missing my Dy ! Happy Father's Day to all fathers

Sunday, June 20, 2010

It's been three years since my father passed away and there are times that i still feel so alone and empty. Although my husband and daughter are there to keep that hole, pains still linger inside me.

I might say that my father has not been a very good father to me, we have our ups and down and i have many bittersweet memories with him but yet, he is still my father and I cannot change that fact.

If only i can have one wish, I wish that you'll be here in father's day and i can tell you how sorry I am and even though I have told you that i have forgiven you for all the sufferings i have had in your hands, I still missed you and I will always be forever grateful for having you.

Although, it was far from reality and my tears could not bring you back, i am holding on to our beautiful memories and the times we have spent that worth cherishing.