God Knows! I want to give up!

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

"You are what you think. So don't ever forget that you are a strong and beautiful woman"  -  I saw this on my  facebook wall just now but honestly, i don't feel this way! Sometimes you just don't know what to do and you just want to give up on things!  I used to have more courage and will before but now, i felt i'm just like a candle waiting for the last drop. My mind is saying i wanted to give up but my heart is aching. I'm so tired and I don't want to cry anymore.  It's just too much sometimes and if there is something i want to do is just to go away on my own, to get fresher air and unwind my mind and even sometimes i wished I have died that day, the day i have given up on my life.   If i would be giving the chance to do that, i  might have done that a long time ago,  when i felt that i don't deserve much in life. If there is something that keeps me going is the thought that i am a now a mother, that my children needs me more than i need myself. 
Maybe i should not be drowsing with this thoughts, my mind could not contemplate what my body wants to say! I'm tired, Yes, i am but that is not enough and that's not a reason if i may say! I hope my tears will eventually fade and i can smile again with happiness in my heart! 

A Mother's thoughts is the most precious of all. Join me as I Journey to Life.

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