Yes, sometimes even if you want to be happy, things goes wrong and you could not help yourself but to let the tears fall down. I have many things to do and it takes a lot of nerves to work it out, sometimes my hands are already shaking and even i wanted to complain, i could not do it because there is no room for any complaining. My eyes are already half shut and my brain is already over working but that's how life is, because if your whole body is not working anymore then something must be very wrong with you.
Sometimes, i wished i was a different person, free from everything i am feeling right now and somehow things would be more easier for me but it was not and there is nothing i can do about it, all i can do is to get my grieving eyes to let the tears fall down from them and maybe in one way or another, life may be more better. I have seen this poem in the net and makes me cry once more.
A little boy asked his mother
“Why are you crying?”
“Because I’m a woman”,
she told him.
“I don’t understand”,
he said.
His mum just hugged him
and said, “And you never
will”
Later the little boy asked
his father, “Why does mother seem to cry for
no reason?”
“All women cry for no reason”,
was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on
the phone, he asked, “God, why do women cry so
easily?”
God said:
“When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the
world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and
the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going
when everyone else gives up, and take care of her
family through sickness and fatigue without
complaining. .I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under
any and all circumstances, even when her child has
hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her man through his
faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his
heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good man never
hurts his woman, but sometimes tests her strengths and
her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.
And finally, I gave her a tear to shed
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is
needed.
You see:
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her
hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart – the place
where love resides.
-Author Unknown
Yes, it must be the reason why i have to cry sometimes and the reason i could not answer my little daughter when she asked me why I cry? I know in time, she will know the true reason why her mother is crying and i do hope that if that time comes, she will not cry hard just like what i'm doing but if that time comes, i will be there on her side not to cry with her but be the loving arms to ease her pain.
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